Take each day as a step forward. All it takes is one text. I know what I want. I know what I need. If the outcome isn’t how I imagined I will keep moving forward no matter what. I love you more then you will ever know. I am determined!!

Take each day as a step forward. One simple text is all it takes. If the outcome isn’t how I imagine then I will keep moving forward doing what I can. I will not give up. I know what I want. I know what I need. I won’t take it for granted ever again. I love you more then you will ever know.

I’ve been sick since you decided to Leave me. I don’t blame you. I write to you here so I know you won’t ever read this pathetic cry for you. I hurt you. I know this. I also realize you hurt me. You were the love of a lifetime I let slip thru my fingers. I took it for granted. I didn’t realize what I exactly had by my side until I let you fade away. You lost that spark for me. I hope you know I’ll never lose it. ITs been unbearable since I received that text. The text that broke me in half. I forgave you once for an awful action you did. I’d forgive you again just to have you in my life again. I’ll wait for eternity if I have too. You were the ONE. My one and only. I hope you move on and be happy. You deserve it. Life hasn’t dealt you such a great hand of cards. I believe in you. I don’t know how to express my feelings. It’s a problem I’ve had my entire life. The anxiety kills me. I cry. I scream. I cuss. Deep down I don’t mean it. I can’t stop thinking of you. I cry everyday. I bawl my poor pathetic eyes out. I cry to the point I get sick. I won’t admit this to you. I just dream you strive like you’re supposed to. I won’t bug you. I wouldn’t live with myself if I knew I annoyed you. Maybe one day down the road you’ll find your way back to me. Until then I’ll wait patiently. I’ll wait like a lost little puppy dog. Big hazel tear filled eyes will wait. You were my sweet hunny bunny. Again I’m sorry. I love you. I’ll always be here if you need me.

Originally posted by hxppy-dxeams